Sunday, April 3, 2011
It is 11:14 and the first time I have been up today. Last night wasn't so bad but today has been pretty tiring. Haven't been able to sit up much without getting really tired. I ate a little and feel some better now. I'm going to try to get outside some and enjoy this beautiful weather today. I hope I get some answers from my appointment with Dr. Arnold tomorrow so I can not fear everytime I get a new symptom. I am more afraid of all the pin killers and pills they have me on than I am anything else. I feel like I'm out of it most of the time and I do not like it. For some reason or another I feel like the drugs are making me feel spacy but it may all be part of the chemo experience. I did not feel this way on the last round of chemo but it may be different this time. Anybody out there know about these things? I could use someone with experience about now. Hope to write more tomorrow. God bless you and your house.